The fragile flakes

2009-10-05T15:01:00.002+08:00

moved -> http://snow-serenity.blogspot.com

newblog

2009-06-30T18:30:00.001+08:00

To people who still care, ask for my new bloglink.

wonder baby

2009-06-06T18:55:00.002+08:00

Were you as cute as her when you're 4years old? asdfgh

updatess

2009-06-06T12:26:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! I know my blog is rotting :(! *cleans up spider web* ;ooo! Well, what have I been doing for the past 2 months?! Hmmm, let me see. School has started for me, well its kind of slacky for me, as my school ends at 1pm everyday except Monday which is 5pm. Ha! Sooooo, I had been working part-time & schooling! :D Fun timeeeee.

Sure, I need time to reorganize myself.. Its seems like I've already lost myself. From the surface, everything is fine, things should be the way simple as it should be, buuuut, it seems like I tend to make things complicated. I need to watch some motivational video & books again. Ha. That's the only way to make myself positive again..

Hmmmm! Enough of my personal thoughts! I've been doing some reflection for the past few days, I need a timetableeeee!

yay

2009-04-21T23:13:00.001+08:00

Hello! I'm back to blog. Sorry guys that I had not been updating my blog, was lazy & busy. Haha :). Well! School has started! I got enrolled to Info-Communications in TP. Well on Sunday, I was a bit worried that I can't make any friends as I didn't go for orientation. But my class' girls are all very friendly XD! So I got to know all of them during my first day! *Networker* ^_^!!

lil bit to share

2009-04-01T01:27:00.004+08:00

In every part of your journey, you will have barriers/ obstacles towards your success. You might find it hard to overcome them or you don't even want to go through them. But everytime when you overcome those barriers, you will become stronger everytime. You might have a lot of problems in your life right now, but calm down and think carefully, to every problems, there are always 101 ways to solve them. Life is always a gift from god, do cherish your life!

I received a mail from Cheryl which I felt is extremely meaningful, so I'd like to share to everyone!

Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth.

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren...

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets

Before whining about the distance you drive. Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.

Lastly..

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around!

Everyone complains about almost everything, but from now on when you read this post, do remember! Whenever you want to complain about anything, think of the people who can't do the things you can do. :)

nil

2009-03-05T01:34:00.001+08:00

yes, he is right. i should stop being a kind soul. just move on, anyway you cannot achieve your own success if someone kept dragging you away. bah.

amazing

2009-03-02T20:34:00.001+08:00

Its so amazing.. God created us with 2 hands, yet we cant do things better than this woman. *guilty* :(

posting

2009-01-31T00:10:00.004+08:00

Ohh! My posting result is out! I got posted to Temasek Poly's Info-communications

Well, when I woke up this morning, I switched on my phone; (I usually switch off my phone when I'm asleep for your information. I hate being awaken by phone calls/ SMS) I received tons of messages! Most of them are asking me which school did I get post into, which course, blahblahblah. Then I saw a message from MOE, telling me I got posted to Info-comm.

Hmmm, I don't really know much about this course.. Should I appeal? Which course should I appeal to?! Argh!! I don't know!! :(!

Anyway, I got back my thumbdrive from Clarence, I'm all excitied to rush home to install the game. BUT ARGH!!!! My comp's graphic card doesn't support the game!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! BLOOOOODY HELL!!!! :(
I'm gonna get a new graphic card when my next pay comes!! It seems that I have tons of stuffs that I want to get!

PS: I love my new blogskin! :D!

fun cny

2009-01-29T18:05:00.003+08:00

Ahh, Chinese New Year is over~~ Nothing much actually, but hanged out with my beloved colleagues :)! Had so much fun with them!

On the 2nd day of CNY, we went to watch Bride Wars. It was pretty nice! I've learn that nothing can separate best friends' relationships :]. But does that apply to everyone? Sigh~. I missed hanging out with all my friends~~ :(!

Haha, anyway after watching the movie, we went to play lan XD! We played 2-3hours of CS! I had so much fun because the last time I played CS is when I'm p5 or p6? I can finally show off my shooting 'talent', laughs! :). We then hanged out at Mac Donald at 6am and then went home~~ Poor Mr. MH had an appointment on that day 1pm! Haha!

Yesterday we went to Orchard's Sakura Buffet Lunch! I took 5plates of food but didn't eat much :(. The food is not up to my standard! The people who were in the buffet with me thought that I would finish up all the food HAHA! I would finish up the food IF the food is up to my standard! Pfft.

After that we went to play lan again at Cine, this time we played Left 4 Dead. Man, I love that game. I love shooting games, especially shooting monsters, so this game definitely suits me a lot~! We played until 7+ and went for dinner. After dinner we played an hour of L4D again XD! Man, its really fun! Check it out guys! :]! Then went home at around 11plus :D! Today they had a heritage outing @_@! I'm too tired to go out anymore :(! I wonder how Mr. MH survive without 4days of proper sleep HAHA!

Alright, gotta stop here! Gonna post some photos next time when my stupid upline Miss Huiting is not lazy to upload the photos -_-.! Haha! xoxo.

cny

2009-01-25T14:05:00.003+08:00

Yeaaaaa, I'm back to blog! Finally, Chinese New Year is hereeee! Red packets wooooooo :D! Yesterday went out with my dear lovable colleagues to shoooop! :D. We had so much fun~~! Love them to bits :)! Anyway, I've decided to pamper my skin real good when the next pay comes! :(! I've neglected my skin for the past few years! I've so much to complain about argh!! :(

I will continue next time! xD!

results

2009-01-13T13:21:00.002+08:00

yea, I got back my O's results. I'm not satisfied with it, but what can I do? :( blame myself for not working hard. sorry to my friends for walking off after taking my results, I was not in the mood to talk. if you want to know my result, just ask me directly, I do not like people knowing about it from others :).

update!

2009-01-03T09:28:00.002+08:00

Yeaaaaaaaa.! Finally I'm back to post! I've finished fighting for my position, well not really finished :(!! I regretted committing myself to hit the next position by 19th -_-! I really love my current career a lot :). The people in the company are all very warm and friendly, most importantly, I learnt a lot of things which I can't learn in school! Examples like breaking limitations! That's the most important one, if you can't break your own limitations, you will never be able to go far :D.

Anyway, I went to countdown party with my company's associate on the 31st ^.^! It was hella fun! Our associate leader booked a lounge in Cineleisure and we counted down in there! We also saw the view of fireworks from our lounge :D!

Alright, a lot more to update :). I guess I will post photos soon! ^_^! Ah! Anyone can tell me when is the result coming out?!

I will never forget those who helped me.

upates

2008-12-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

finefine i'm back to blogging :D! okay, its been a looooooooong time since I updated my blog~~ now i'm back to wipe away the dust and spider webs! okay so basically i got a job, and i simply love it :), the people in the company are all very friendly and warm! :D!! the only thing I dislike about it is, I'm surprised that many people even the closest ones do not even want to support me, and I simply don't understand why. all I needed is just some of their time to listen me out, is it so hard to hear me out?! GAH, i don't understand. its not as if you will die after listening me out.. oh well.. forget it. just plain disappointed.

i'm really serious in the job and i know i will succeed! :D

my thoughts

2008-09-13T22:03:00.005+08:00

Okay, from what it looked in my view.., my blog looked less appealing these days even with the blogskin and the cause behind this might be... I don't have enough long posts! Well, its true, the previous posts that I've posted is the for the sake of updating. Soooooo, be prepared for the long post that I'm gonna post today.! Ha!

Life after O's.

Yes, as the title as explained. I was thinking about how my life will be after O's today. Well, maybe O's is nothing really big deal as compared to those who are over it. But..! I have other thoughts!

Firstly, I want to tidy up and organized my books neatly! All my school stuffs - Textbooks, files & notes, are all stacked/ piled up in a corner of my living room on a small coffee table. Yes, imagine that, all the books being built up like a mountain on a small coffee table. No doubt I'm always losing my stuffs~

I want to renovate my room and arrange my books in an orderly manner that will make my parents go WOOOOOOOOOOOW! Yes! That will be a tough job but I will do it! I will also buy some furniture (maybe, if my parents agree to contribute to it)!I'm looking forward into a "fully equipped" bookshelf HAHA! Recently, I have a cravings into books, I don't care if I will read it, as long as it looks good, I will buy it!

Next, I want a bubbles bedsheet. YES!!!! So I can sleep with bubbles every night. Not forgetting a big bubbles doll to go with it.

Okay, I always imagine I will be resting in a room with music blasting~! So I will need a good radio with big speakers HAHAHAHA!

Okay, that's the main features of my furture room.

I will continue about it when I really renovate it!

Results of O's.

Yesyes, many of you must be thinking I'm thinking too far ahead. Actually no! Having a goal can make you work harder! Well, I've always wanted to get into Psychology course in TP. But well, I don't think I can get in, bloody 9points to get in. -.-. I won't even think of getting below 10points for L1R4. So, my backup plan now is getting into the Junior College. I know you must be shock about it because I've always said that I will never get into JC in the past. But times had change! You see, I'm not interested in any other course except Psychology. I've always had this thinking that I must get at least a degree no matter what it takes. Having a diploma is just not enough. You would want to tell me that, I can get a diploma & a degree. But this a matter of age problem, I'm already a year back behind and I want to get into University as soon as possible!

Anyway, getting into JC is not as tough as what you think. *grins* Okay, I'm overboasting it. IT IS TOUGH!! But at least it is easier than getting 9points.. You only need to get an aggregate of below 20points for L1R5 which is like B3 for each subjects. Guess I will have to work harder for POA (WHAT!?) or D&T then.. Oh, wowzors how am I gonna get my grades from mostly D7 to B3!? HAHAHA~ Anyway I don't care! I will do ittttt! Okay enough of rantings for the day. I will update tomorrow! Goodnight!

BUBBBBBBLES

!!!

I just realized is not as long as I've thought!

New blogskin

2008-09-12T20:15:00.002+08:00

Okay, I've changed new blogskin! Spent an hour editing arrrrrr! Hope you guys will like it!

update!

2008-09-12T16:50:00.007+08:00

Fine, fine. I'm back to update my blog. Oh, most of the prelim papers are over except Science Paper I. Let's review about the papers that I've done...

Firstly, I have confidence in my Mother Tongue, but sigh, who knows... :(! Next, my English paper, well.., as usual, I've never ever had any confidence in my English. My English is horrible.. Then, Maths! I think this Maths prelim paper is easy @_@! I have confidence in getting a B! Well, but I should put my expectations lower :(! Oh! I think I'm gonna fail my Humanities for sure. I'm very certainly that I will fail my Social Studies :/! Great, screaming from Mrs Gill! As for Literature.., I've never ever passed my Literature well, sigh. What's next? Hmmm.. OH! POA! HAHAHAHAH! Pigs will be flying all over the sky if I pass that paper LOOOOL! Hmmm, as for Science.. I had a very little hope for Chemistry, but none for Physics, so it is a-sure-fail subject. Lastly.., D&T!? For sure, I'll fail!

So, I think I have like an aggregate of hmm... between 25 to 30!? Oh good joy~

Anyway! Currently, I have a new craze.. I'm sure all of you have seen this before..

Presenting...

AHHHHHHHHHH! ITS SO CUTE +.+! Okay, you may think that I'm childish! But I don't care! Everyone has their favourite cartoon characters isn't it!? Heeeheee! Now I want a bubble dollie!! :( *Throws tantrum*

YAY~

2008-08-27T17:46:00.006+08:00

HI EVERYONE I'M BACK!!!!!!!!! YAY!! I FINALLY FINISHED MY D&T OMGOMGOMGOMG *hops up and down around the house*!!!!!! okay! science prelim practical & chinese are over~ ahh easy cake! :X but hope history doesn't repeat itself again -.-x! argh! SS & english P1 tomorrow x_x!!!!! omgz so many essays to memorize $%%@! anyway~ goodluck guyssssss!

something you might enjoy..

be happy peeps! ^_^

GG

2008-08-12T18:17:00.001+08:00

Aim high fall high, the higher your expectation, the bigger the disappointment.

This is so true. I can't believe my eyes. I think I'm probably still dreaming.

I wonder, do you die in your dreams? I'd want to wake up from this nightmare.

LONG WEEKEND

2008-08-11T19:17:00.003+08:00

"Please make full use of your long weekend"

okay, so my definition of full use is actually slack whole day long playing comp, doing nothing. :(!

anyway, I'm supposed to finish all my homework today but..., as usual, NO I didn't use the comp until now! I uh, I did my maths homework but a few blanks here and there, and THEN I wanted to complete my chemistry butttttt, I looked at the first question blankly for.. 5secs? then, I lied on my bed admiring Twilight calendar! ohhhh speaking of the calendar, its pretty cool! I ordered it through borders.com and I didn't really expect it to arrive this quick heehee! okay back to lying on the bed! so I was looking at the calendar, then I decide to read my Eclipse (3rd book of twilight ;p) for like..., 3hours? then I snacked a bit and lazed around till 6pm :(! and did my chemistry homework of course with TONS of blanks! guess i'll have to squad tomorrow LOL! but hey at least I did somethinggggg! ^_^! now my table & bed are full of papers; homework - incompleted. anyways I think I will get a real good scolding from miss cheonggg - HOOARY for that...............

zzzzzzzz

2008-08-07T19:40:00.000+08:00

snowie is stupid and dumb.
yes she sure do.

twilight :D

2008-07-04T17:18:00.004+08:00

hi people, im back to bloggg ;D! okay, the chinese oral is over but listening compre is coming ahhhh! anyway i don't really care much about it anyway pssh :D. anyway, im addicted to reading this book called "Twilight"! well, someone intro me to read this book and i think it is pretty good! so i went down to popular and looked for this book but to my disappointment, it is out of stock! so you can see this book must be great! so i went to down to Bugis's Kinokuniya to try my luck! AND HAHAHAHA I GOT THE BOOK NOWWWW RIGHT IN MY HANDS XDD! here is how the book looks..

well it might look simple.. but the content is good!

another reason why i bought this book is because..

yeeeees! because of the guyyyyyy! amazingly charming. ^_^!!

here is the trailer for the movie :D

loooook at his eyes!! *faints*~~

AMAAAAAAZING

2008-06-28T19:10:00.001+08:00

:O

2008-06-18T19:19:00.002+08:00

time to let go all the memoriesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!! :(.

anti children sexual abuse

2008-06-08T13:53:00.001+08:00

http://www.playgroundproject.com/

spread it to all your friends please! :) help the children!

arrrr

2008-05-29T19:00:00.003+08:00

hihi everyone, im back to blog :p. sorry for not updating my blog! im just so lazzzzzzzzy ;p! oh well, holidays is here but zzzz. i still have to go back to school for stupid remedial & dnt project. speaking of my dnt project.. *faints*! LOL :X. we are suppose to start making our artifact next week! but i have not complete my journal. arrrr~~~! anyway, the first o level Chinese written paper is over! but i have no confidence in getting an A at all. i did badly in paper 1! T.T!

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anyways, I WANT TO COMPLAIN. ARGGGH. wellwellwell, i had this coming to me and expected it but im just avoiding it all the time. i guess its finally the time to wake up and face the truth.. :o

random

2008-04-28T16:41:00.004+08:00

hey, wazzup peeps. I'm back to blog ;D. wow its may already! my preparation of O level.. hmm.. lets not talk about it rofl ;p! anyway midyear-examination is here already! today we had the Chinese paper hmmm, its pretty easy ;x! anyway I'm off to do something! ttyl folks.

even those beautiful lies from him can make me feel loved. :o

DERREN BROWN

2008-04-01T21:42:00.005+08:00

ARRRRRRR I WANT TO BE LIKE DERREN BROWN IN THE FUTURE :P

i can do it!

2008-03-28T19:20:00.003+08:00

hi everyone, I'm back to update my blog. I was on the journey to home on train today and I've really sort out my thoughts. This time I'm serious, I must work hard for what I aim for, so I'll have no regrets in the future. I admit that I've repeated this for 32441824719times. But this time I'm really serious about it. Yes, I know, gaming is really a waste of time, but I'm trying my best to kick off this habit. I strive to get an A1 for my O level Chinese in the upcoming May. I must do it. A1 for Chinese might be easy but I must work hard too in order to achieve it. I believe in myself as long as I work hard. :).

did he change? i wonder.

booo

2008-03-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

sorry guys for not updating my blog. well, I've been quite busy, ah well not really busy I'm so lazy to update LOL. time fly past fast and its already going to be April soon! anyway i don't really have much to say because I'll just complain about O levels like previous few posts rofl :p.! anyway I'm so happy with my new LCD monitor and i have 160GB extra hard disks!! thanks to feifei :p! Okay, gonna stop here. GOD WTH, THERE IS HARMONICA TOMORROW AT 1 ZZZZZZZZ.

i yearn for the day to come. with loves :)

whaat?

2008-02-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

hey babes im back to blog. time really pass fast, its already 9th week of the school. oh well, i think im gonna flunk my o levels? [yeh.., i know its too early to predict it]. welllllll, im trying hard to mug hard! but laziness pwned my head. ah well, doing chemistry homework :(. think im gonna stop doing because im so lazy to think! physics, maths, chemistry, poa. GRRRRRR!

resistance increases temptation.

:o

2008-02-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

rofl. look at this.

BGR Rule.

#Rule 1: Girls are always Right!

#Rule 2: If you think its wrong, Please refer to Rule 1.

well today, after school went to watch cj7! it was a nice movie indeed, though i cried for some parts :o.!

alright im tired, going to sleep! tomorrow guys!

still pursuiting.

made up my mind!

2008-02-10T17:22:00.000+08:00

right im back to blog :D! Chinese New year is finally over. well, the money from the redpackets that I've gotten from isnt alot. but im contented. anyway, i have just finished memorizing the social studies' words and finished maths [though i have tons that i don't know how to do]! anyway, i must thanks Howard for waking me up from my dreamland. he enlightened me, i must really thanks him! i know it is impossible to have the ending that I wanted with j so now i've start bucking up for my O's though i've said this over and over again, but this time im for real! [:! from now on, i want to complete all my homework in school before going home. everyday when i reach home, i'll switch on my comp and start to be lazy and in the end i have to copy homework the other day. :/. i must kick off the habit! so anyone wanna accompany me to finish homework or study after school everyday!? :D:D!

anyway, i have to start packing my bag and revise abit on Chemistry and start my mind-mapping for D&T! [: loveya guys!~

slit down the throat -

2008-02-03T13:55:00.000+08:00

ohmygoodness. its already february already. its just a few months before O's. arggh. im still so lazy! and my english is still so terribble! ]: i really wish i can get the course i want in Temasek Polyyyyyy! ._. the goal seems to be getting further and further away from me. ::sigh:: anyway, went to shop for new year clothes with my mum today. but there isnt really any pretty clothes that caught my eye, so i bought nothing.

seriously i miss xinyi and cheryl so much ): i miss shoppppping. i miss every every little things. i want to do lots of things. i want to go to travel around the world. i want to study something that is in my interest. i want to study overseas. i want to get a PhD degree. i want to be rich. i want to get good grades. i want j. i want to see him ): siggggggggh! homework timeeee.

weeeeee.

2008-01-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

heeello people, im back to blog (: this week im so bussssy and tired! anyway, went to NP's open house on thursday! was pretty good, better than SP! :o! i got shock when i realize the cut off point for psychology course in NP for last year was 9. omgosh. if i can ever get 9points, i might as well go jc! ): wellwell, homework for weekends are damn lot. but i've already completed like 1/2 of them! waaaaay to go! studystudystudy! ._.!

i didnt have the chance to say goodnight to him tonight ._.

update [:

2008-01-13T18:26:00.000+08:00

hihi people, im back to blog~~ :D. didn't have much time to blog these days. ._.! so sorry yeh :p! ahhh, new term has started, and its only the 3rd week of school, i already can feel the stress! i have extra remedials everyday except wednesday! >; soooo tired.. oh well! to those taking O level this year! WORK HARD! :DD.

oh well, last thursday i went to Singapore Polytechnic's open house. its goddamn wasting my time z.z.! all we are doing is walking around in the Convention something or w/e and see those exhibition -_-.!@. i also went to Temasek Polytechnic's open house on last friday! they are soooooo friendly and high [: ! and the tourguide brings us around to see more about different courses :D. its totally opposite from Singapore Polytechnic :x.!

oh well, gotta stop here! there is a chemistry test tomorrow.. x.x. see yaaaaahz. [:

heishawt.

end of holidaaaaaaays.

2008-01-02T17:30:00.000+08:00

hellow people, im back to blog :o! holidays are over argh. happy moments always fly past fast ):! today is the first day of school and im sooo unlucky to be caught by mdm inderjit for my fringe not being pinned up and untuck uniform! ): dumb school rules.! oh well, today miss lin, supposingly our new form teacher was absent, and so our english teacher mrs foo came to our class. man, she is so naggy.. ah well! received birthday present from xuewen, adeline & sandy lee! snowflake keychain! niceeeeeee! ;DDDD! snowflake stuffs i love it! thanks a tons!! [: [:!

after school went to eat & accompany adeline and sandylee cut hair, waited for daaaamn long and gave up waiting ;x! sorrrrrrrry uh ._.! uh well thats all for today, gotta rush my chemistry homework ._.! byeeeeee people ^_^.

123456789

2007-12-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

heeeello everyone, im back to blog! teeheehee, omg why everyone is asking me about me homeworks! >: wellwell, i've finished 1/3 of my maths! sooo, i left book reviews, some stupid newspaper article and chinese and and damn chemistry zz~.

ah well, i havent even purchase my books yet! boooo. well i'll do it tomorrow :DD! daaaamn, im so lazy to do my homeworks..! someone motivate me >: ! DON'T USE O LEVEL to stress me! :x. alright anyone wanna do homeworks with me please tag me or sms me! :p

UPDATE!

2007-11-30T15:03:00.000+08:00

finnnne, im here to update :o. seriously, im not blogging because i've nothing much to write about. unless you want me to complain how much homeworks i have.! i can write 1 full page for that! but im not that lame =x!

alrighty, many people have been asking me..

WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING IN HOLIDAYS.

using the computer whole day thats my answer.

im fat & lazy and just cant leave my comp's chair (: many people should know that. muhahah. and i havent touched any of my homeworks. oh wait, i flipped my maths assignment page by page and then put it aside. almost everyday! the questions are so hard, how you expect me to doooooo. i'll just do it SOME OTHER DAYS. when my DA account expired and i cant get a code. but well most probably i can get a code ]: .. so.. i might just do it when im macroing windblade =P.

alright! thats the end of my updating! i'll update again when i START to do my homeworks.

gosh, this skin is wierd man.

chris crocker!

2007-11-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

finally! last day of lessons in holidays z.z~ but still have a maths EYE re-test tomorrow. a 3hours paper wth. im gonna fail again for sure whahha. i should start on my holidays assignment soon. its already the 2nd week of holidays. oh well, i must enjoy this 2months fully! next year no more slacking =x. hmmm well.., my temper is getting worst these days. idk whyy! so sorry peeps if i accidentally offended you ehh. oh well, heres a video of a gay omg.

godd, its so omfg gross.! get away from my furture husband or w/e =x.

new skin (:

2007-10-31T16:56:00.000+08:00

troubles with happinese

wooooot, new blogskin (: well i find that my old blogskin is too dark, so i changed to this! hehheh ^^. hmmm, today's lessons are so boringg! siggh.

gah, why do people hide their true colors under their mask so well ): ? i cant understand them at alllllll.

the voice. (:

slacking!

2007-10-30T14:52:00.000+08:00

riggggght! im back to blog. i know my blog is rotting ): but uhh, well one word explains all ; lazy. hehheh =P. okay the exams are over loooooong ago and my result is omfg~~. my percentage is only at borderline pass ):! i failed 3subjects gah! poa, combine science and humanites elective? well, i must really really really buck up. this year i intended to slack somehow, and study to really work next year. well things just dont go the way that i think!

hmmm, holidays are here already but i still have to go lessons, but which i think most of the subjects are very useful except for chemistry. i still have no idea what happened so far! i must score well for my O's! so i have to pull up my socks grrr. but yeh, thats starting from next year =x. holidays homeworks are headache. sigh.

wellwellwell, let me enjoy 2more months okay!? and then i swear i will work hard.!

baby (:

blaah.

2007-10-16T22:38:00.000+08:00

alrighty, im back. im really lazy to update these few days. maybe i find myself too busy playing games and so im lazy to update blog.

oh wellwellwell, exams are over, dont think i will do that this time as always, well which exams did I do well before? but for sure, im determined to study well for next year O's. it will really concern if whether I can get in the course i like!

hmmm, okay, my comp is fixed. but recently things did not go that well for me. sigh, 1more year to go and i can stop traveling from tampines to jurong zz.!

okay, chalet tomorrow. but i dont really have the mood to go. sighness.

updatin'

2007-09-21T14:52:00.000+08:00

woohoo, finally im back to blog hehheh. *sorry guys for not updating yeh!

oh well, im kinda lazy to blog, and im engage in my darkages [MMORPG]. now here im @ xinyi's house, supposely wanted to accompany her to go orchard to buy present for her niece, but in the end she dont want to go out anymore~ ah well, her bedroom is too comfortable, makes me dont wanna leave too! XD~

hmmm, EYE is coming~ arggh, my chemistry is getting worst, i dont really understand what Miss Cheong is saying! ): im getting attentive in Physics and Social Studies instead! *but that doesnt mean i understand fully the topics! =x.

argh! i heard xinyi's brother playing dota in his room! damn tempted to play LOL~ argh i dont wanna go home yet cause my bro is at home! saw his msn online humph. ):

hmmm, shall stop here (: waiting for xinyi finish her bath and we're watching secret's DVD~

end of hols.

2007-09-09T21:32:00.000+08:00

well, i shall mark the end of the holidays today man. wellwellwell, what've i been doing in this holidays? playing comp. hahs. i've got nothing better to do. singapore is so small and where you expect me to go. town is so boring~! humph ~

ahh, holiday homeworks? who cares~~ XD. will complete them class anyway tomorrow, thats what everyone will be doing in class also~ :X heheh, they're back from Nepal! wish they actually would buy something for me.. but i dont really expect them to buy stuffs for me.., shall hear their tales about the trip tomorrow hur?

*hehs, really happy that a small incident took place and I'm a happier person now! no more guilt and more loves!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIAI (:

2007-09-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST AIAI (:

hehheh (: today had a tiring but fun day with aiai <3~

afternoon we went to watch the movie ratblahblah =x. it was cute and funny! HAHA (: you guys should watch it too!

then at night had dinner with aiai and her family ^_^~ the dinner was so full hahaha~

hope aiai had a great birthday today~ (:

xianjian 2

2007-09-01T08:54:00.000+08:00

true love never lasts long.. good people always have to die in the end.. humph ):

xianjian =p

2007-08-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

omg, xianjian ): the show that i love most. why do linger has to die in the end. why yueru cant survive! WHY!

:o

2007-08-25T14:31:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO LEARN PIANO!!

hehheh, yesterday night went to watch secret with aiai and boss~ it was like finally~~ the movie's story is average, but i like the playing piano parts (: its so cool eh! the story is quite unrealistic though =/ thats the part i dont really like =p.

hmmm.., i need a haircut soon ): especially the fringe part z.z! anyone wanna goes with me~ =P!

random.

2007-08-21T19:13:00.000+08:00

hahs, just reach home (: went to jiaying's house, actually wanted to accompany her to rebond her, but ended up we made and appointment tomorrow @ 1530. her grandparents are nice people! ^^ hmmm, they are going to Nepal next Saturday! its so fast.. ~_~. no one going to shop with me holidays already! humph! ): hope they will buy lots of stuffs for me! hehheh!~

hmmm..

2007-08-20T18:49:00.000+08:00

you might think im childish. yeh i can't deny that. im got jealous easily. yeh. whatever. im all about negatives of myself. prehaps you dont know it. its just sigh. the reason i dont really like big groups, people usually get neglected.. hmmm.. are all friends the same? maybe i shouldnt even use the word friends. use human beings instead. grrr.

not anymore.

2007-08-19T10:38:00.000+08:00

suddenly, i dont feel im any part belonged to anymore. i dont know. perhaps i brought all these misery to myself. i shouldn't blame anyone because im the one who is anti-social. but sigh. omg am i really that hard to understand!? just leave me alone now.

***

yesterday whole day was at home dota-ing, really wanted to know whats going on, but i didnt want to reveal that im actually interested. god, what am i exactly thinking. do i actually exist in anyone's world? i guess everyone can do without me. hah.

borrrrred

2007-08-18T08:27:00.000+08:00

If only if..

alright back to blogging! (: hehheh simply love the song thats playing in my blog now! ^^

i was thinking stuffs to blog when i remembered jx showed me something..

yeh tada! brains in KFC chicken. its gross yeh.. i cant imagine what will happen to me if i ate this =/. uh.. for full information please view http://consumerist.com/consumer/fast-food/reader-says-he-found-brains-in-his-kfc-282049.php (:~

alright im real bored.. anyone can play dota with me! humph ):

lala :D

2007-08-15T18:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm, i don't really like it.. but sigh, lets just walk a step and see..

i've been thinking the courses i wanted to take in poly. but it seems that none of them have a good future. argh. is it really hard to find some courses that i really like!? humph.. ):!

happenings.

2007-08-11T10:37:00.000+08:00

too fast. its too fast. i can't catch whats going on at all. prehaps its meant to be in like this way so it can keep me busy. jealousy, tears, busy, headache its all in my mind. im pretty clear of whats going on. but its just too frustrating of thinking solutions to them. i only want to enjoy, but not when i have so many things waiting for me to settle. hard, complicated. I should do a memory fix. I wish I could. i can't get over envyness. prehaps thats the reason i can't get away with troubles in my head.

ah well.. bear me just being too emotional and wrote all my feelings in my head. i dont know what im writing though. my hands just typed on its own. yeh i must be crazy. everything are so easily to be done, yet im making it complicated. i dont like fame. dont really like i should say. but people are just tempting me with fames and whatsoever.

i like to share happines. not sadness.

back from genting

2007-08-06T13:08:00.000+08:00

alrigggght, im back from genting! the 3days 2nights trip @ genting. we went there to perform for the International Harmonica Exchange. there are many countries going there too! there is jiaying's favourite country too, Korea XD.

the first day we went to a melaka tour, it was boring enough z.z. and we reached genting @ around 8-9 plus. all our breakfast, lunch and dinner are all buffets. but its not delicious at all! ):

ah well, overall we only had 2hours to shop in the hotel. jiaying and i didnt spend much money at all. infact we only spend on those snacks. the last day i bought tons of Malaysia food products, i didnt even look at the price at all and just grab almost whatever i see. cause i got too much money left -_-. and i spent most of my monday yesterday like around 60RM -_-.

the trip overall was okay.. but its a good experience for me (:

eh -_-. i was cleaning my spects and suddenly it split into half -_-? lucky i got extra spects ah duh~

i gonna miss tons of lessons today.. sigh. and tomorrow i have to make up the tests that i missed out today ):

updating!

2007-07-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

blog blog blog! alright, there are many events to blog about the past few days. so behold....... its a very long post (:

hmmm, we had a new d&t relief teacher, she was great! how i wish she could replace our mr. ng! ):

saturday had combined practice with NJC for the genting thingy. ah well, after that Samuel had a discussion with us. it was about the mr tang being bias, but frankly speaking, i feel nothing about njc and mr tang. all was going in a normal way, so i see no reason why people are arguing that the fact that mr tang treat njc better. sigh. after that discussion was 5pm and i was late zzz. supposely end at 330 and had to go home and change and meet jx for the s.h.e fun party. so i had to rush home after that and took taxi to expo from home. sigggggh. reached there and looked for jx and his friend, after awhile we got in and his sister came :D. the fun party was alright.. more like a mini concert.

sunday was our concert @ theater, it was very small indeed! and we are veryvery close to the audience, was so paiseh haha. the mini concert was just so-so, except for the song, story of love, the solo part, or it will be perfect.

yesterday many people went to OBS, my class left 3malay girls and me 1chinese girl. chinese lesson i was alone! ): but able to manage it thought (: at around PE period, we had IPP, i dont know whats the full for it, anyway, our job is to seal up the windows and doors with gabage bag and blahblah.. nice to waste time =/! after school went to popular with jiaying, bought a book called Book Thieve (its in chinese though.), i reckon it should be quite nice XD.

today morning jiaying was late again because she was doing her geo project -_-. luckily the teacher on duty was mdm rose, and she didnt say anything much to us. after school went for DC, but no teacher was there, so i took a lil nap :D. then went for harmonica, this was the most frustrating part. for our genting trip, we are suppose to sleep with our own section in pairs. i was like zzzzzz. can't i just room with jiaying? when marcia tried and ask mdm peng about it, her face is so zzzzzz. im so angry and i cant control my tears ): really angry zzz. if i'd know that i cant be in same room with jiaying, i'll NEVER go. anyway even if she don't let, we will still sneakily change rooms~ =PP.

nothing to blog, you see.

2007-07-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I do feel that way.

Rigggggght, didn't I just updated 2days ago!? Xinyi has been bugging to update. Argggggah!

Whats wrong with not updating! I don't expect much people to read my blog anyway.. So sometimes I don't really bother to update.

Riggggght, I've really no idea what to blog about. I only blog when I've got interesting stuffs to share with you guys or when I'm in emotional.. XD.

back updatin'

2007-07-22T19:05:00.000+08:00

Beautiful scene must be accompanied by beautiful relationships.

Alright alright, I'm updatin' my blog now. Okay, I admit I was quite lazy to update it and have got no much free time. It's been quite a good week for me except for one thing. My phone was spoilt argh, I think its because it came with contact with water other days ago.

Wellwell, I could switch on my phone but I can't press anything. I've seen I've got around 15unread sms and more than 15 miss calls. Well, I reckon people are frustrated about of not replying sms and answering the phone. So sorry ):

Oh yeh, HarryPotter's last episode was out, didn't have the time to make the trip to IMM to collect it. Well, I haven't finish reading the 6th book anyway, guess I'll go down on Tuesday or something to collect it, as I'm not really in an urge to read it.

Oh well, people love to have a good relationship terms with me so that I'll help them. I've been fooled, blinded, and had enough.

good day

2007-07-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, today is an almost prefect day for me! My mood was pretty good today heh.

After school, went to IMM with Jiaying and Xinyi. We bought some same stuffs hah [=. I pre-ordered my Harry potter! Ah well, thought it's kinda late =p.

Hmmm, time to dota!

Shall upload the photos when jiaying sent me ^^.

bad days

2007-07-09T18:48:00.000+08:00

Okay, back to blogging again. Yesterday was Yuhua Concert Band's concert. Was late and Xinyi told me to take taxi. And the taxi was jammed on the way. I was like ZZZZZZZ. I would've reached there if I take MRT instead, moreover, the taxi alone costs me $13. And if I wasn't late for the concert, I'd not care about the money. BUT I'M STILL LATE IN THE END. I missed half of the concert.

*Sorry Xinyi and the others for waiting for me ):. But if I would've took the MRT, I'd be there earlier! Okay, nevermind its over anyway.

And after concert, my mood was okay, until my family called me. I was like ZZZZZZZZZZ. And I gotta head home. And for yesterday my whole day was so.. PEKCEK.

Today morning was worst. Jiaying was late and I waited for her though she called me not to. Miss Lee was the one on duty today. And Jiaying and I was wearing ankle socks, and she called us to threw away our socks. .!. And makes us write the lyrics of Nation Anthem and sing it in groups. Sigh.

I missed the first 2periods of English lessons and which means that I'm not able to use comps in the morning as the class is doing project in the lab ):

Well, after the school we had our DC outside OM's office. Sigh, there are so many people walking by and its so paiseh~!

After DC we went to the Finacial Literacy course. It was quite a boring one.. Why the school always force us to pay courses that we doesn't want to attend at all?

Ah well.., no more gamings for me! My DA account expired ._.~! Grrrr~

boo~

2007-07-04T18:41:00.000+08:00

By the order of Mr. Sam, here am I to blog XD. Yesterday was a very tiring day. From afternoon, have been rehearsaling for the SYF open house thingy -_-. And we went home at 9+~?

This morning I couldn't open my eyes when I wake up. I was sooooooo tired omg ): ! Ah well, this term I must buck up already. I knew that I've said this for 349292348984209 times, yet I can't give up for the sake of gaming z.z.

I know gaming does me no good. But sometimes, habits are hard to change okay! Hmmm, I guess I need not buy for new clothes for a few months already. My closet is filled with clothes o_o.

Ah well, I shall go shower now. After that shall hunt ab! XD.

Holidays are over~~

2007-06-24T10:18:00.000+08:00

Oh well, sorry for not updating recently, as I was lazy to blog *hehs*. Ah! A month of holidays is over in a blink of eye. How fast is that. I miss my HK relatives tons! Sigh, but well, I can over there again @ October again I guess?

Comparing HongKong to Singapore, I certainly feel that HongKong is much more better than Singapore. The clothes over there are much more fashion than Singapore. I love their services. Whenever you step into any shop, they will greet you politely and when you leave, they will bid you goodbye [this depends of which kind shop you going]. Moreover, the things over there are much cheaper than Singapore alot! Whats more, there is no GST in HongKong. The food are so much nicer than here too. Hmmm, enough of comparing me before I get whacked! ._.

Okay, school is starting. Should I say I'm looking forward to learning new things or should I say I've to take the MRT for 1 hour to school again? ]=! Ahhh. Well? Hmmm. Oh, I still haven't finish my holiday homeworks. Argggggah.

Hong Kong ^_^

2007-06-14T19:05:00.000+08:00

Paris Hilton

2007-06-08T16:07:00.001+08:00

Omg, this is funnyy~~~~ HAHAHAH.

S.H.E

2007-06-07T14:55:00.000+08:00

Omg. Its so touching. Cried upon seeing these videos..

busybusy.

2007-06-06T15:05:00.000+08:00

Bear with me yeh~. Trying to complete editing my blog ^^.

Ah well... Another thing to be added on wishlist soon? [=

绕口令

2007-06-05T15:45:00.000+08:00

I'VE BEEN LEARNING THIS! AND I FINALLLLY..........................

gotten some results! [=! Anyone wanna challenge me HAHAHAHA.!

omg gosh.

2007-06-05T14:07:00.000+08:00

In office.

2007-06-01T14:45:00.000+08:00

What is the most pleasure thing you can have in your working place? Its when you have no WORK to do, and your supervisor allows you to use computer with internet~! Okay to some of you it maybe nothing big deal -_-. I've been staring onto the celling for the past few hours with nothing to do. Now he is out and he let me use the old computer. ALTHOUGH IT HAS INTERNET, but its speed is 10.0MPBS. But it do allows me to blog hehheh! But my MSN is damn laggy okay. Ahh well~ With no speaker, what can I do with this dumb comp. ARGH!!!! *Kick the CPU real hard*.

2nd of working

2007-05-31T18:16:00.000+08:00

Haha, my second day of work, I've already finished writing all the datas. OMG FINALLY. I write till wanna sleep -_-. Hope tomorrow my supervisor will give me something more different and challenging for me to do. Hmmm, today I bought a top for HK$20 omg.! It's like 4-5bucks in SG? Its so nice also~.! And a bag for HK$60, so its SG$12++? I'll go look for cheap clothes tomorrow again! MUHAHAHA.!

Don't you think its better in this way?

First day of work!

2007-05-30T18:02:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, today is my first day to work. The job is OMG SO EASY CAN. Duh, its just writing customer's data into the book -_-. One thing I hate most is, WHY ARE THERE SO MANY CHINA PEOPLE BUYING STOCKS HUH. I hate writing their long adress omg. Its not that I don't like writing chinese, its just that, I haven't been writing traditional chinese since I came to Singapore, I've been writing simplified chinese all while.

At lunch time, went to have lunch with my uncle at my favourite store =x.! God~ the bowl of Mian Xian is so big! Its bigger than Ajiensan's bowl of Ramen okay~ and its cheaper than Ajiensan SO MUCH!

After that went to shop at MongKok Centre. AHHHHHHHHHH! SO MANY CHEAP AND NICE CLOTHES OKAY~~~~~ So tempted to buy =x.! But hmmm, wait I see more then decide bah~

Then go back continue writing and writing, write till I wanna sleep -_-. I'm thinking is my supervisor going to give me 2k to 3k bucks pay for doing such an easy job? =xx.! Hope he can give me something more challenging =PP.! Best of all is bring me to his main office to work!

Hmmm, okay stopping here ^^~

HongKong~

2007-05-29T16:20:00.000+08:00

Heeeeeeeey peeps. I've safely arrived HongKong yesterday. It was the first time I going overseas alone eh! My parents are extremely worried for me, and keep nagging at me yesterday haha. It's not surprise as I'm always so blur and muddle-headed! =PP. But going overseas alone is not that scary at all afterall. It's as easy as taking a train! [Okay its not that EASY.]

I'll be staying at my aunt's house atm ^^. Tomorrow I'll be starting work! So excitied =PP! Heard from my aunt that there is someone learning to do this job for a year, yet the person still don't know how to do -_-.! Hope I'll be able to learn how to do it within a day~? HAHA! =P.

Just now morning shopped abit at Mok Kok [a great place to shop for cheap stuffs!] with my aunt. Saw alot cheap stuffs omg! But I didn't buy them as I knew I'll see something better and cheaper later on. Shopped halfday with my aunt, and she was tired already. But I'm not even tired at all -_-. But nevermind, I can continue shopping everyday after my work, as my working place is at there too =P. Hehheh!

Hmmm, gotta stop here, will update again when I'm free. Tag me okay!! [=.

Nice song by Rihanna! Umbrella. Hot video! =P.

awwwwwway!

2007-05-28T10:13:00.000+08:00

If i am away would you still think of me and wish that you could hold me.

I wish you would..

Did I made the right decision? Will I regret? I'm sooooooo stuck.

poeeem.

2007-05-27T17:27:00.000+08:00

Glioca compassionate and caring,

With love in her heart for all.

Forever extending a heart of mercy,

Always there when there is call.

Endless effort she helps every aisling,

Protecting them from harm,

Or remove painful sgrios scar upon death,

Ease their pain so they can rest.

In her heart we feel the warmth,

Through a deity she sends her love.

Ever sensitive, kind and caring,

Souls as pure as a snow white dove.

Goddess of passion yes, she tends to be,

For her presence comforts me.

Concern for the sick shows on her face,

Her gentle touch, my fears erase.

Composed by AhDong.

Think only DA players will understand this poem =P.!

Hmmm, gonna be MIA starting from tomorrow till 22/6 ^^.

......

2007-05-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, okay I'm so lazy to update my blog yeh~. Hmmm, my results for mid-year was bad uhhh! Sigh, its true that everytime you gain something, you will lost something. ~_~.! I'm so confused.. I didn't know what to do.. I'm so stuck. Omgggg. I hope the time without you can help me to forget you [=.

Oh, that brightful smile! It was hidden with many tragedys..

Oh seriously, my hatred to you became more aggressive. Look at what you got now, think about how you got them.

raaandom.

2007-05-19T16:03:00.000+08:00

Argh, my results for MYE is worst than I expected. Especially chemistry. Didn't expect it feel ._. But I'm surprised that I actually got 35/50 for Literature! Hellow, I didn't even know what to study for it! =P. Hmmm, maths too! I made TONS of careless mistakes ~_~! Must work harder already! But I didn't fail those subjects that bad okay. The worst I got is 45? =P.

Haha, I can't wait to go back to HongKong! But I gotta miss those important lessons and remedials. Sigh. Hmmm okay, I really don't what to write already.

TATA. =X.

Never gave up on you no matter what. [=

arrrrrgh

2007-05-16T21:37:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was out with Jiaying, Xinyi, Jiayu and Raymond to Sentosa. Haha, had a fun day ^^. Shall upload the photos when I got them ;DD.

Why I always like to imagine things that isn't real at all? Ah well... Its so hard to understand you. Your life is too bright for me to step in. Sigh.

Sad, SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW. RAWR.

deleted.

2007-05-15T08:55:00.000+08:00

lalala~

2007-05-13T09:03:00.000+08:00

oiOkay, here I'm with the new blogskin (; Hmmm, not bad eh? Its WHITE!! Hehheh ^_^. Tomorrow last day of exam! MUHAHAHA. =P.!

养鸭是养鸡的弟弟! =P

Sometimes people just won't 饮水思源. When they don't have friends, they tend to want you to give up your current friend, and when they have new friends, they just dump you. And they just love to make stories to their friends, stabbing you right at the back and thats how people get misunderstandings about you.

screewed up skin -_-

2007-05-12T08:55:00.000+08:00

Okay I know my blogskin's picture is kinda screw up but uh, I'm lazy to fix it =x. I just don't have the mood yeh..

lalala.

2007-05-09T16:02:00.000+08:00

(;

Everytime you gain something, you will lost something too. (;

你喜欢的人永远不会喜欢你, 你只可以默默的仰慕着他。勉强是永远没有幸福的。

blaaah.

2007-05-07T19:09:00.000+08:00

Oh today's maths paper is tickling me man. (; But physics gave me a punch. Hehheh, after school, went to go to Jurong East with Jiaying and Xuewen. Xuewen and I wanted to get our Ez-link card done. After that we went to watch 200pounds lady. Indeed a nice show. Do all guys really mind un-natural beauty? All girls want to be attractive, they did plastic surgery just for their love ones. Whats wrong with it? Yes, its fake. But what they are doing this for? For the damn guys out there. Ah well, there is a English and POA test. Gotta stop here (; Think gonna change my blogskin soon too ^_^.

Oh btw, thanks alot Kelly for the POA notes! Really sweet of you (; Thanks Milly for the earpierce too! I can finally enjoy the blasting of my mp3~

pissssed

2007-05-06T11:16:00.000+08:00

Damn, I'm so tired. Yesterday watched Spiderman 3 with my bro's friends. I made a mistake, that girl wasn't Project Superstar's Candyce HAHA :X. Oh, they are so caring! I said I didn't want to eat and they bought popcorns and coke for me in the end ;XX. Actually wanted to go lan with bro and them after movie but argh, my bro is not coming home so, I can't stay at his friend's house cause I'm a girl ); I SHOULD HAVE GO LAN OKAY.

I used laptop till 3.30+ and quarrelled with my father. I'm really pissed off. I forgot to charge my phone before going out and thus my battery went flat. And he scolded me for that and insisted that that is my fault. What the helllll. Moreover, he kept pointing fingers right at my face okay. I'm really pissed. And he said I'm so dumb kept met unlucky things. Sigh. I admit sometimes I'm really dumb. );

Okay, nevermind, next time I swear I'll not give him money when I started to earn money. I'll give my mother (; Oh recently I discovered that infared can upload photos faster than bluetooth! :DD! I'm gonna upload tons of photos.

Tomorrow is Physics and Maths exam, but I have no mood to study at all. Sigh. @; I'm so tired and pissed off. ><.

unlucccccky

2007-05-05T09:00:00.000+08:00

I'm back to post again ;DD. These few days quite busy and tired. One word to describe my this year. Unlucky. It is not surprising if I suddenly met an accident and went to hospital or something. I thought my luck had changed recently but NO. It gone to bad to worst. And I'm such an asshole, I passed the bad lucks to Xuewen. T.T! I'm a sinful person. Oh god. When can my bad lucks go away? Suddenly I got tired of the world. Especially the most realistics ones.

Hmmm, just half-way finish customzing my phone XD! Lazy to continue already. Anyway later going to watch Spiderman 3 with my brother's friends. Too bad JJ and Junyang are in Taiwan, or I can watch with them too! =X. I wonder how do I communicate with my brother's friends alone later -_-. Oh, the project superstar Candyce is going too HAHA.

Maybe I should buy insurance.

ANYONE CAN HELP ME LOOK FOR THIS SONG, "WOULD YOU BE THERE" BY REDWAN ALI? PLEEEEEEEASE AND TIA~!

random.

2007-05-01T09:43:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm back to blog again! For last weekendays, have been bringing my cousin out to eat eat eat~ XD! Food I've eat for Saturday was Sushi, chocolate fondue, dinner @ 85. -_-. Imagine the fats I've taken in. Hah. On Sunday, we went to catch a movie called Retribution. God damnit, it was a sucky movie. It isn't scary at all. The ghost could fly up and down like Superman. It can walk like normal people, it can open the door too! But we all got no idea whats the movie talking about.

Can't wait to meet aiai later on! I miss her (: We gonna do tons of shopping. XD. Catch me at town....... =P.!

It was you afterall, unchangeable, unforgetable. Its hard to step in your life.

@_@

2007-04-27T14:32:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, yesterday went for the NEWater excursion. Was pretty fun eh, but guess Miss Cheong is damn angry. HAHAHA!

Hmmmm.

Zzzzzzzzzzzz.

cartoons crazze.

2007-04-25T16:32:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, MYE is coming, but I still dont have the mood to study, though I wanna study -_-. My mood is shopping mood. XD!

Oh god, I'm addicted to cute cartoons these few days -_-$#%@$#!

Look at this man.

ISN'T SHE CUTE.

PINK FAT BALL! =X.

There are always sorrows behind laughters.. Best friends usually exist in a small number.

SYF.

2007-04-23T16:49:00.000+08:00

Today is the harmonica bands' SYF competition. Hmmm, while on the bus, I was kinda sad as I was still frustrating with the fact that I'm not able to get in SYF. Wanted to cry out but didn't wanna let the rest to notice. So, I hold it back as usual.

While the performers were performing on the stage, I was at the backstage with the rest of the reserve watching them play. Mdm Peng was happy as they played the music flawlessly. {Actually she didn't hear it.} She was so tensed up, she thought back stage's voices can be heard outside until a worker told her that back stage's noise will not be heard from outside -_-.

Ah well, after watching the performances by the other schools, NJC did great of course.

While we were waiting for the result, I was not that nervous. Finally someone came in and announce the result. We got a GOLD only. Well, I expected it.

NJC got a Gold with Honour. Expected. I cried though, as I was sad that our efforts and hardworks are kinda wasted. Argh.

While we were walking our way out of Conference hall, I could hear Johnathan saying, "Gold only, a stupid gold, I rather get a silver lor, so many people get gold, NO HONOUR. NJC took our honour away. Idiot XXX{i forgot what school =x.}, they only get silver lor. Cheer so loud for away." -_-. What a comment man.

But NJC deserves this award. They practised everyday for 4hours, what about us? Sigh. Well well well, we are no match with NJC. They are the best Junior College in Singapore. Everyday they do is the best.

I HATE FACTORISATION. ZZZZZZ. *Stuck*.

POWERPUFF GIRLS!

2007-04-22T19:29:00.000+08:00

For the whole day, I've been watching Powerpuff Girls! HAHAHAHHA! THEY ARE SO CUTE ;DD.! I remember when I was in Primary school, I'll always wake up early in order to catch the PPG show on kids central @ 10 =X! HAHAHAHA.

Tomorrow is SYF already. EVERYONE JIAYOU (;

Thanks alot kelly for cheering me up XD

{Please pause the music before starting the movie! The pause button is under tagbox!}

THEY ARE SO CUTE.

THEY > YOU.

long day.

2007-04-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

Okay today gonna be a longlonglong post (:

Morning went for Harmonica, hmm practice was getting better I guess? 2more days to SYF!

Well, I shouldn't be concerning about it, anyway I'm just a reserve. After harmonica, Mdm Peng begins talk about those long and nagging craaaps again as usual.

She said something very touching, she was in the principal's office last year arguing with Mr. Loh Ai about our Esplande Concert, he insists that she must cancel this concert as the school as no more money to sponsor for this concert. But Mdm Peng insists that this concert must be held, "I don't care, this concert must be held out, I will sell my house, sell my car and all my assets to sponsor this concert. This concert MUST be held." {in Chinese}

Upon hearing this, my eyes were watery, but I held my tears back. Now I know, behind this boring concert, there are alot of stories.

After that she said, only the best ones can be on stage, PeiZhen already in for SYF for this 3rd time already. And Mdm Peng won't even give me a chance?? This is my first and last chance to be on SYF. Are you trying to imply that I'm LOUSIER than my juniors? What the hell!? Sigh, no point moaning about it, its too late, every time I thought of it, my heart aches, wanted to cry so much for it. But I'll held it back every time.

After harmonica, went to walk around with Simin and Jiaying.

First we went to Hereen to walkwalk, then I was going into New Urban Male shop {or something?} to show Jiaying a bag and the guys inside are soooooo handsome and omg. Then Jiaying says she is too shy to stay in shop -_- and she went out dropping a slipper from a hanger. Then I picked up for her and this guy came forward and says, "Nevermind I'll help you (=." With a sweet smile on his face. OMGGGGGGGGGG, MY HEART WAS MELTED AT THAT MOMENT. And I went out happily telling Jiaying this, I was laughing outside the shop hahahahahah and I was thinking the guy inside wouldn't hear it =x. Jiaying was so jealous cause she is the one dropping the slippers. MUHAHAHAHAHAHA.

But while on the street, there were people distributing Twist and gatsby tissue paper? Then I was like "TAKE TAKE TAKE!!" And I managed to take 5 packets of twist and 2packets of gatsby tissue only -.-. Should've taken more =x

After that Simin had to go home early, so we went home too. Then while on the train to the Marina Bay, I alighted at cityhall and waited them to get out too, after 1min, I still couldn't see them coming out and saw them still in train -_-. So I called them to come out, then Jiaying was blurblur and she dashed out leaving Simin behind. The door has closed. JIAYING'S HAIR WAS NEARLY GET STUCK IN BETWEEN THE DOORS! HAHAHA. Her hair was so close to the doors while the doors are closing. {Don't know what I writing also -_-.} Then seeing Simin on the train and the train moving -_-. Jiaying and I was like ~@#$??#$? Simin didn't know the way to home and we were afraid that she will get lost.

Then, WE SAW THE FCUKTARD. He was smiling to us and walking towards our direction.

When the next train came, Jiaying shouted "GO AWAY" to him. I was shocked. This was the first time I hear her scolding so loud in the public.

He then walked into a train to Marina Bay blindly -_-. Then we were like OMG? WILL HE FIND SIMIN?

Then we were like so panic then we went to take the train to Marina Bay for Simin, but we couldn't find her.

Jiaying wanted to continue shopping, so we head to Tampines Mall, and she bought a bag that is exactly same as me hahahahah! So happy, we got the same bag! :XX!

Then my father called me and asked where am I, and I told him Tampines Mall,without telling him I'm with a friend and shopping. So I called him back in like 5mins and my grandpa said he is not at home. I was like, shit, he gonna wait for me at the busstop.

Nevermind, so we shop shop shop and then after an hour, he called me and said he waited for me for 1hour @ bus stop. I was like so angry zzzz. I didn't even tell him to wait for me.

After that blahblahblah, my mum said my uncle will come and pick me up with her.

When I reached home, my father was like so angry, and he said I only can use comp till 10 and only can use 1hour? Zzzz, then I fcuk care him and he nags nags nags and I talk back and I won (: Now is 11.10pm. =X.

my claaaaaass.

2007-04-19T15:01:00.000+08:00

If you wonder what is my class like, this video will tell you............

My class is violence.=x

IM SO HAAAAAAPY.

2007-04-18T17:43:00.000+08:00

Great, I'm able to use the laptop finally =P. Hmmm, let me post about yesterday.

17/4/07:

Morning at the parade ground, we were asked to stay back at the Parade ground after flag rising by our DM, Miss Lee. We knew for sure it was regarding to the Monday's case, which Vicknan said "Bloody Hell" and our Social Studies Teacher, Mrs Ng, insists that it an offensive language.

Miss Lee demands us that we MUST pass our mid-year's Social Studies Exam. Oh my, my highest score for it was 12.5/25? Argggggh!

Well, sometimes I do pity Mrs Ng, my class has always made such an un-standable noise for her, and made her always felt insulted

After that was Maths lessons, we were going through some Revision exercises. For the first few questions, I was still OK. Then finally, Miss Lin finish going through some questions, I was too tired and, "BOMB"! I went on lie on the table and rest. Then Shahidah, Haleedah, Aini and Fiza suddenly burst out into laughters. At first, I was curious about what they were laughing, until I found out they were laughing at me, cause they thought I was asleep and my head drops onto the table -_-. Then I was like -_-!?!?!?!?!? #$@#@%$$? Hmmm, after school went to Harmonica and then go home.

While I was on train, I was too bored and went on peeking the one beside me's maganize. ;XX. Then, she was flipping and something caught my eyes, I SAW HU GE'S ABLUM. I WAS LIKE...... OMG! WTF!? HU GE'S ABLUM IS OUT!@?!?!?! Ahhhhh! I don't know whether I should scold this person or thanks this person. Cause she will make me spend my money on the ablum );

Today:

Lessons were so-so, SL lesson was the one which brighten up my life! We were supposed to write something on a card and gave it to someone else in the class. I was surprised the Fyqa actually gave me the card! I was so happy xD!!

This makes me go wild. IM SO HAPPY. I DON'T CARE HOW MUCH IM GONNA SPEND. IM GONNA GIVE UP EVERYTHING FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL (:

2007-04-16T18:00:00.000+08:00

Woohoo! First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL~~ .

Hehheh, (; I so envy those people whose birthday is in the school days. I never get to listen birthday songs from friends or classmates! Sigh ><. But nevermind, at least my birth date is unique. HAHA! =P. Hmmm, after school, went to Marina Square with Xuewen, Xinyi and Cheryl. We went to KFC for lunch and then get her birthday present {tube dress} changed for M size =P. After that we shopped a little and Xinyi treats us Chocolate fondue~~ =PP. Xuewen and I shared 1 couple fondue, Cheryl and Xinyi shared 1.

THANK YOU XINYI!

Sorry also cause we everytime waste your money ); Argh! Still wanted to diet -_-.! Sigh.. The KFC's crispy chicken skins.., the hot thick sweet chocolate. OH MY GOD. HOW MUCH FATS HAD I TAKEN IN!? ._.!

#%$$$@#?

2007-04-14T23:12:00.000+08:00

Woo! Seriously was having a great day today except for the sight of the fcuktard. Was heading to school today for practice, but when I reached Tampines interchange, I saw the fcuktard sitting at MacDonald, obviously waiting for me. Zzzzz. So I hurried up my speed and I think I shoke him off. Practice was great today (; we shifted our practice from band room to canteen XD. Lihui went for Air Rifle Competition, so I took her place. How I wish I can really play in the SYF. ><. But sigh, I don't think is possible already.

After that was walking the same route as Jiaying and she said she didn't want to go for work. We saw the FCUKTARD on the platform from below, when we looked at him, he immediately ran away. So we were chatting and deciding what to do for like 15mins, and we saw him looking at us and ran away. Then Jiaying decided not to go for work and went to shopping with my godmother and my mum. But while we were in train, her mum called her to go home. So I alighted with her as I did not want to be in the same train as the fcuktard. Seeing him on the train and looking at me, immediately I showed him _!_ and he gave me a fcuking acting innocent look. _!_~. Can't he just disappear in my life!? Sigh.

Anyway quite happy about the shopping today (; Bought a shoes from Blossomz! ^.^. I wanna buy a Puma handbag agaaain! HAHA =X.

Dieting in the progress..

hmm..

2007-04-12T17:50:00.000+08:00

Greeat! Everything is back to normal again. Yeeepie! XD. Except that I can't delete the fcuktard in my life -_-.! Arrrrrrgh.! Sigh, I led a patheic life this week, thanks to the necklace I've bought last week =/. BUT IM NOT REGRET ABOUT IT OKAAAAY!! Must start to save money again.., I've been spending money like water tap. HAHA. CAN'T THE MONEY JUST SIMPLY DROP FROM MY HOUSE'S ROOF!? =X.

Ahh, I miss Milly.. Sigh ><.!

I got a bad figure! );

happy ending (:

2007-04-10T18:44:00.000+08:00

Finally! Today is such an happy for me! We sat together in a table @ CU and have lunch. Its just us and us (; Hehs! Its been a long time since we last sat like this! XD. After that, Jiaying and I were late for harmonica, Mdm Peng was angry indeed ~_~! Kelly is so sweet! (; She gave all the first high a letter telling us to Jiayou! Sigh, its such a pity that I couldn't go for SYF. Its my last chance of my Secondary life to be able to go on SYF, and I missed it. Argggggh.

the past.

2007-04-09T17:06:00.000+08:00

Well, what you expect from this world? You can't be expecting everything to go in your way prefectly. When you gain something, eventually you will lose something too. You can't expect everybody to think exactly the same as you do too. Everytime you made a decision, you have to think twice before deciding it, or you will end up regreting in the future.

Yes, sometimes I'll do miss the past. The time where we always get scolding from Mrs Thong for being late in her lesson, scolding from Mrs Lim for making a nuisance in the peer tuitoring, the time also when we were always gossiping and commenting about others. We also hoped to be in the same poly in the future. Remember? The time we were always running from Monster Lee, insisting her that she is picking on our class. We also always get scolded from neighbour class for making loud noises. The time when we were always teasing each other with their relationships with another male friend. The time we were playing/ sleeping in History lessons (Xiao ping guo (;). The time we were laughing Mdm In do ji's figure, of course, not forgetting that she always pick on Chinese pupils and we hated her for that. Oh and Mr. Nazri's way of talking, RE? Cycle. Under? Stood. Ah! That Mr. Cha lan JI, our art teacher, he got no teeth! HAHA! And he always call us to do some ridiculous exercises! And the hairstyle that Sandy Lee cut! STRAWBERRY! HAHAHAH. Remember about the comics Xuewen drew, Strawberry head's adventure or something? XD. Oh! And Xuewen's dream about Lilai and her Joshua (An actor from Im not stupid 2). And the horrible of you guys were trying snatch our script that Xuewen and I drew.! And we act the scene out @ Peer tuitoring. Remember how crazy we laughed compared to now?

Of course, and the birthday surprise we gave Xuewen on that day where most of us ended up crying. Hah. Not forgetting how lucky we are to have a pretty, young and nice teacher, Miss Lim, as our form teacher. I'm sure if our form teacher is someone else, she/he will vomit blood. (; And also, our 蚂蚁头老师 (Ant's head teacher), the jokes he always told us. Hahs! Last of all, the last day of school, where we went to East Coast Park to celebrate. That memorable day..

Sigh. That WAS the PAST.

Now now now, what has happened to all of us? Sometimes, I do blame myself for ending up in this situation. I'm the one who chose different courses as you guys as I didn't know ALL of you chose the same courses. No one tells me about it at all! But well, I'm get used into this kind of life. But is it really me who causes this!? I still goes out with you guys like usual, just that we are from different class. Why let some outsiders to spoil our friendship? Is our friendship bonding that weak? Maybe we still don't understand each other well enough.

I yearn to laugh crazily.

betttter life.

2007-04-06T07:57:00.000+08:00

Ever since the fcuktard has disappeared (I assume.), my life is so smooth! Hope this will continues (; This week has been quite a smooth week for me! Teehee ^_^. Finally, I'm able to go out with Xinyi and Xuewen today! Woohoo~! I must buy the Snowflake necklace from MarkMint & Co.! Hope its still available.. I'll be entirely broke after buying the necklace! 17more day to SYF! I really hope I can get in.. But I don't think I'm able to anymore ._.! YHHB must JIAYOU! Ah well, seriously I don't know what to blog about =/.!

Found this.., ENJOY!

blahblaaaah.

2007-03-31T19:59:00.000+08:00

Woot, just came back from school. Today's practice is good! Had sessional in the morning, but most of us were too tired to concentrate and play properly but when it came to the end of sessional, it made me thinks that coming for today's practice is worth it! FIRST HIGH GOGOGO! WE ARE THE BEST! WOOOHOOOO (;~.

After harmonica, went to UOB Plaza with Simin. Wanted to get that MintMark & Co's snowflake necklace, but the shop isn't open! So we shopped around and headed to Vivo. The necklace was not available there too! But the SA said that its available at Taka :DDDDDDDD. Maybe should go down there tomorrow.

Hmmm, will I get a chance to perform in SYF? I doubt.. );.

Stupid video -_-.!